I tend to think of those terms differently, I take gay to mean guys attracted to guys, and lesbian to mean girls attracted to girls, I dont mix gay up in both areas like some
I dunno if people will accept that though. Mind you she might be a bit nervous about this too. You say you don't care about sex, which I believe, but other people won't. Most obviously her parents.
Ive already met her parents, very shortly after the first time ive ever met her, which was pretty funny/embarrasing/awkward but it wasnt too bad.
She needs someone who is cool towards her and shes basically fallen madly in love with me, i think shes absolutely awesome and i gotta say, she isnt very nervous about it.
She also says she's Bi (Your in luck Thy!) but more towards the male side and likes older guys. Im an older guy.
Haha.
Anyway i was on cam with her last night and she was all like "I just puked" and then she said something like "Make my head stop talking to me" i was like "Whut?" and she was like "It wants me to jump out the window" i was like "Whut?? :O" and she was like "Ima go" and signed off just leaving me literally like :O!!!!!.
Because of what happened to her about half a year ago she sometimes feels the same way she did when it was happening to her, like she sometimes but rarely has dreams about it and she just wakes up like "Joe help me please im so scared".
I LIVE SO DAMN FAR AWAY the only way to talk to her is phone or msn.
Havent been able to talk to her yet to see if shes alright...
**** you got a scary life. I'd go for it then, sounds like she needs it. Although more stress might not be good... And comon... I'm not that bi... Barely so...
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Ive got a scary life? Cmon, no joke, this is pretty much what my lifes been like for the past 3-4 years NON STOP. Madness. I only get by really thinking its either all a test or everyone goes through all this cr*p and its not just me. Im thinking with the test theres a reward at the end. Anything. Should be good.
It keeps me interested at least, thats the best shizzle.
Make that more 2/3 years where the crazy is all happening haha!
The thing that i love probabally the mostest in the worrldddd is MUSIC!!! Its all turning mainstream now though everyones out for MONEY not the beautiful SOUNDS!
Oh and Thy you should know that i was only playing about when i say Your in luck, i would never intentionally insult/make a girl or pretty much anyone feel bad or silly unless theres a REALLY good reason. If you are or if your not, its entirely up to you and nobody can change that unless you let them. And then your not really yourself, your someone elses puppet. Naht Guhd. =)
I'm just a LITTLE bit attracted to a few girls. I'm hardly bi. Might have even been a fluke .
Oh and if you do date her NEVER mention sex. She sounds like she has lost all self esteem. A single joke and she will feel pressured. You don't want her to do that. She will comply very easily, but then she'll probably begin to hate herself and such. If you're horny find someone else
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I know that already, ive spent a lot of time talking with a couple of girls who have been abused like that by horrible bastards, but she surprises me when i say something like "Im tireeed" and she says "Bed maybe?" Im like "Yeah i guess so" And she says something like "Maybe ill join you ;)"
Im just like whuuut i wasnt expecting something like that damn shes cool! Im not going to do anything though before shes 16 or even after unless she really wants to. She might just be joking around but. Its damn confusing we still get on great though! =).
Oh yeah still havent talked to her today, i really really hope shes okay... :/
What the hell?? I just spend F*CKING ages selecting bits and typing out a load of text and its just cleared it all!!!!?
Whatever... That took ages for me to get it all looking good. Ill just paste some text in, sort it out yourselves i cant be bothered now, its just demotivated me.
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Katy!!! I F*cking Love You!! <3 <3 says: btw, i love you will you go out with ne?(: *Me BurGer§ says: Ohhhh awwww katyyyy (: I love you too very much Katy!!! I F*cking Love You!! <3 <3 says: <3333 BurGer§ says: But i cant say yes Katy!!! I F*cking Love You!! <3 <3 says: please? i really, really like you BurGer§ says: Honestly coz i havent 100% thought it through maybe sooon maybe maybe Probabally Almost definately =) Dont worry about it Katy!!! I F*cking Love You!! <3 <3 says: almost definatly? BurGer§ says: Awwww haha Sorrry i cant give a definate answeer I really like you Its just I dnoo Katy!!! I F*cking Love You!! <3 <3 says: please though, i feel silly now BurGer§ says: So do i For not saying yais Katy!!! I F*cking Love You!! <3 <3 says: why didn't you? BurGer§ says: Coz i havent seen you in ages and im busy all the fecking time now and dont have money to get into town or anythingÂ
-- Edited by Inhayle on Thursday 29th of July 2010 06:13:59 PM
Then at some point i said something like "Im almost definately gonna say yes, im just not quite 100% sure. I want to see you in person though, for sure so we can talk about this, dont worry about it, it'll be good (:" Then she went offline for a bit and when she came back it went like:
BurGer§ says: You okay? Katy!!! I F*cking Love youu! <3 <3 says: yeeaasss And ou? BurGer§ says: Kinda Feeling like ive done something really stupid but not sure Katy!!! I F*cking Love youu! <3 <3 says: Noo You havent You've done the smart thing BurGer§ says: In what way? Katy!!! I F*cking Love youu! <3 <3 says: Chosing the right choice i dunno how to explane it Brb like 2 seccys (: BurGer§ says: Okay. Saying no i want to see you in person? Katy!!! I F*cking Love youu! <3 <3 says: Backurmzz And yeas (:
WOW this is personal. Hey i dont care, i trust you guys a hella lot.
BurGer§ says: Dont be unhappy or sad or anything im still here for you for sure! Katy!!! I ****ing Love You!! <3 <3 says: ): BurGer§ says: You got peoples who love you <3 Katy!!! I ****ing Love You!! <3 <3 says: but i want you and only you
^ Thats a really cute thing to say. I want you And only you
Awwwww....
-- Edited by Inhayle on Thursday 29th of July 2010 06:40:01 PM
-- Edited by Inhayle on Thursday 29th of July 2010 06:40:39 PM
I willl of course =) Ive just been unsure for ages. I need a girl so bad anyway... So long... So alone........
Im gonna meet up with her sometime and when i do we're gonna have a great day and im gonna try to get some smoke. She says that when she smokes she kisses people hahaha so maybe ill beat her to it =) So yeah when i see her im gonna give her the fattest hug, then a biggggg kiss and she'll know thats a yes.
Dont worry, Im not gonna get her to smoke if she doesn't want to. I never would! It's something everyone does here, literally everyone (exept retired oldies).
The Connecticut accent is really boring ;( All we do is dull double consonants (ex. Kitten is pronounced ki - en, udder ud-uh)
Mole occassionally gets this funny drawl. It's so silly and cute. I don't know if it's intentional, but he uses it whenever he wants to sound superior. Lazy cowboy maybe? Hard to describe :P
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It kind of works though... I dunno why, but the only person I can think of that sounds like it is that smarty pants ninja on Naruto who uses (or at least did in the few episodes I watched) something about shadows. Like he captured them in his shadow or something. Friends with the fat guy?
I dunno, I'm rambling :P
It works though, it gets people to back off (still very silly)
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"YOU ARE THE PLUSLE TO MY MINUN!"
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